Monday

Season's Greetings Family and Friends!

I hope this note finds you all doing well.  I'm sorry for such a long absence from posting.  We are still here.  Still keeping hope in our original plan.  It certainly has been a continuous learning trail for us this past year.  Some of it hard to readily accept, but we have managed through relying heavily on the Lord.  If there is one thing I have learned, it is that the difficulties we have faced are just stepping stones for what He is preparing us for.  In each situation, we are able to take from it, and strengthen our thoughts and character from it.  In the beginning, I did not understand a lot of what was happening.  I was hurt and confused at why the Lord would allow these situations to arise.  Now, looking back, I see He is prepping us for who He wants us to be, not what we want to become.  That probably sounds confusing, but possibly later, I'll be able to explain further.


2011, Comfrey
Started from Seed
I WAS completely Amazed, to say the least!

NOTE: Don't use 1st year
Comfrey leaves or roots for anything!
 Cut first growth back and compost,
 as these leaves contain
paralyzing alkaloids.

There is so much to tell you about, that which we have been up to.  I know I'll never be able to share it all with you.  I will tell you however, that I have come to a very strong conviction, to live my life, so very alternatively from mainstream society ways.  Years ago, I would have never thought this to be so. I praise the Lord for the strength in breaking the chains, the vision He placed upon our hearts, and setting us free.  Know that He does answer prayers in His timing, but maybe not exactly how we think they should be answered.  His ways are actually beyond our understanding at certain times. 



2011, Summer Cutting Garden.
Zinnia's, Status, Dyer's Chrysanthemum, Bachelor Buttons, Aster's, Marigolds, Holly Hocks, and many others.



Our harvest of fruits and vegetables was good, but lean.  Though, exactly what we will need for the winter season sustenance.    Gosh, we even harvested seven pounds of sweet corn. 




Our Sweet Corn
Who knew corn grew in cool conditions?

This year, I learned that I cannot judge what a harvest will be like, based on the weather and what I wear during the summer growing season here:  a winter hat, winter coat with two long sleeve shirts. 




 
2011 Sweet Corn
Waiting for blanching, then cut off cob, and freeze.

Corn still can be had! (grin)



Fall harvest 2011
 Just before the first hard killing freeze.
Finally, my third year attempt.  I finally 'get it' how to grow status here.




My schooling is coming along slowly it seems, but I'm definitely 'getting it'!  And I'm seriously LOVING it!  Praises to God!  I have a final test coming up soon.  I can't wait to be done with this level.




Late Fall Hike
October, 2011
Wilderness Blueberries were perfectly ripe!



In the last two years, we have had a lot of new people move down our one lane road.  All have turned out to be very nice people.  That is a blessing!  It was strange to have such friendly people around, after living here 13 years with complete opposite people. 



Late October, 2011 hike.
New area we hiked several times this summer. 
It's my new favorite piece of heaven.
Photo of hubby.. almost on top of the world.



 One couple in their late 60's, purchased horses after they moved in.  To be exact, they purchased 5 different horses and leased one, over a period of 1 1/2 years, trying to find a good match for them selves.  Unfortunately, it is not easy to just go out into the horse market and find a good match. Not all sellers tell the truth about the horse, especially now, people are desperate to sell their horses, as it is so expensive to feed them.  (In our area, we have paid $18 a bale.  Sheesh!  We bought it once, because we had to.)   During this entire time period, they have been gracious to us, by letting us take their manure for our compost.  What a blessing!

Hubby would talk with them whenever they were outside, but he never mentioned that we knew anything about horses, nor that we had owned them previously.  He did not want to commit me to something I had no desire to be involved with.   As we got to know them a bit more, I mentioned my background with horses.  Well that was the beginning of endless questioning of "When do you want to ride?" For one and a half years, I continued to put them off, giving legitimate excuses for not accepting the invitation.  Looking back, I was afraid if I accepted their invite, I would have to face the reality of what I had lost.   For me, it was better to just 'remember' the past with horses. They were my whole life, years ago.  Finally, the beginning of July, I felt the nudge of the Holy Spirit, and accepted.  I have not regretted one precious moment!




Driving up mountain for late Fall, 2011 hike.




After 12 years of being out of the saddle, I was so extremely nervous, very fearful of facing the reality of how much of my horsemanship skills I had lost.  My first step into the stirrup after such a long absence, felt like I was being interviewed for a new job.  My palms were sweaty, and I tried my best to fight off the nervous tension, so the horse would not feel it.  My heart raced at a high speed, there was such an adrenaline rush.  I'm certain they felt it anyhow.  


My first thoughts once sitting on their backs:  they were so powerful, this could be seriously dangerous.
 I don't recall these same thoughts while growing up in the saddle. 



First day, July, 2011 
Sonny and Kris.

I wear a helmet when riding horses I don't know.
I have experienced being knocked out, via an unplanned dismount,
many years ago.


All went well.   What went from two hour weekend rides, soon turned into riding after work daily, and has continued right into the dark, cold winter nights with me getting two and a half hours in the saddle after work, six days a week. 





Day two 
 Danny and Kris
July, 2011 



As it turned out, they needed my help, and
 I needed them.





My View
 Atop of 16.2 hands
Sonny & me
 November, 2011


Hubby has been very supportive and encouraging, especially at first when I questions some things on 'how to' or 'why' with the horses.  He had no issues with my leaving him with evening chores or an evening meal to prepare.  I give continued praise to the Lord for this opportunity.  Words can't express my gratitude.




A Saturday morning,
 on the cold, damp trail.

Sonny and Kris
November, 2011




So as of late,  my daily routine is spent between bible study, studying for school, riding, and renewing my horsemanship knowledge via reading, DVDs, and attending natural horsemanship clinics. 
 Oh, and getting to work on time Monday to Friday (grin).





In our memories: 
 Riley
July, 2011


Wishing each of you, a blessed winter season.

Until next time,
Lord's Blessing!
Kris

Give thanks to the God of heaven, For His loving kindness is everlasting. Psalm 137:26 nasb

Wednesday

Spontaneity! 

It's what we denied ourselves.   Daily life for the last six years has been planned, researched, practiced, and kept limited.  We kept our nose to the grindstone, and didn't look up. 

I did not find it bothersome until this year.  I liked the ongoing trail we have journeyed, burning off the dross of societies taught ways. 

It's been good and freeing.

We have not reached our ending point.  There are still aspirations to seek out.   And always, much more to learn. 

But now...

Change is coming. Shifting direction?  Possibly.  The Lord's hand has been guiding the doors open and close.  You know it is His hand, as no one else knows the unplanned occurrences aligning.  It is not by chance.  I don't believe that. 


   
Here are a few photo's of our recent 'spontaneous' early morning hike.



~Sub-Alpine forest looking up~

~October Morning Hike~
The photo doesn't capture the 'aweness' of this forest.




~Mountainside Blueberries and Fog~

~Elevation 5500 feet plus~
~35 degrees F~





~Two Black Tail Does~

Grazing in heavy fog.
We almost did not see them.






~Sooty Grouse~

There were two.

The other was over the hillside to the left, in the tall grass.
They were very calm, not scared of us.


Just maybe...
 they sensed we came in peace.





~Foggy Mountain~

Can you see it?
The landscape peeked in and out at us as we hiked. 



~Atop of Mountain Peak~

Looking down the side of the mountain.
Heavy Fog one side...
 Clear sunshine on the other.



As we sat at the top of the mountain to rest, we ate sliced apples, and homemade trail mix.  We had passed only two people coming down the trail earlier, but not another soul was heard or seen.  It was purely wonderful!   The quietude emitted.  Neither of us spoke for a long time.  I jotted down on a scrap of paper the following words...

Listen.  Hear tranquil. Feel quiet.
My heart's joyful in this land.
Hear the wind in the firs.
Observe deep.
The cool white mist drifts.
No words spoken.
Seek change.
I am ready.



Thank you for stopping by for a visit.

Until next time,

Look for His blessings!
Kris

Into your hand I commit my spirit; You have ransomed me, O Lord, God of truth. Psalm 31:5nasb

Friday

 My life feels like a blur.  It is hard for me to believe its the end of the third week of September.  Three months left of 2011.  I'm not sure if that is good.  Where did the year go?  As much as I don't really want the year to end, I am anxious to get started again seeding, planting and growing tomatoes.  Our tomatoes were not very good this year.  It's just too cold, too long here in the spring and summer.  I will however, start them earlier next year.  Also I'm going to find a few good short season, cold tomato varieties. Something that grows in ice!  lol

Well,  I thought I'd better fill in some gaps of what we have been up to.  There is alot to fill in, so I'll work my way backwards.  When we arrived home this evening after work, we noticed that neighboring property was starting to line up with trucks with horse trailers and horses.  'We've got KOA out front,' I say to my hubby.  We call it KOA after the KOA campgrounds.  The neighbor has an arena that is used for timed horse gaming events.  It has always seemed odd to me, that right in my back yard is a state recognized (legal size and footing for qualifying points) arena. 



~Horses and riders settling in Friday night for the gaming show~



Horses and their riders come from all over the state, rolling in throughout the night before the show is to start. Sometimes we have stayed up late into the evening, watching these people unload horses by flashlight or headlights of another vehicle.  Once the horses are unloaded, the horseowners set up their own portable pens of woven electric wire, which is powered by a 6 or 12 volt battery.   In the morning we will awake to the field lined with trucks, horse trailers, horses covered with their blankets, water buckets and majoriety of the horses quietly munching their hay.  They know the routine.   With the outbreak of EVH-1 (equine herpes virus) this year there were fewer shows here.



~Tractor disking arena at night, prepping for next day~

On another note, since the outlook of the real estate in our area has not been good for the past few years, and does not appear to be changing anytime soon,  it looks as if we may be here a while.  It has been hard for me to find peace about this, but it is coming.  We had worked so hard to disengage from the mainstream ways and learned all we could about self reliant living.  For five years it was all we did, lived, and breathed.  People thought we were crazy.  We did not care.  We lost alot of our friends, as there really isn't much we have in common anymore.  We had a vision and a goal.  It was what we believed in (and still do).  It was(still is) a good and honest way to live.   We no longer need 'things' just because they are available to us.  We are not consumers anymore.  It feels grand to walk in a store and have no desire to purchase something that is unnecessary. 

By December 2010, we came up 10 months short on funds, which was due to the economy dropping out back in 2008 here.  In order to keep our jobs, we had to take pay cuts.   It has been a humbling experience for me.  I have learned alot about myself during this time period, which has been a true blessing.


So while we are waiting for our move to happen, we are going to be adding on and remodeling a few things, which will make living here more in agreement with our current lifestyle.   We won't change things too much.  Our woodshed is one area we decided to start with.  It's actually roofed right now. This photo is from two weeks ago.  It took my hubby 1 day to build.  It will sure be much nicer to be able to get out of the rain or snow. 




~Adding on our woodshed~



We have changed our eating habits a bit this past year.  I don't bake bread or cakes, cookies, pies like I used to.  Everyday, I used to bake something.  Now, I bake maybe two times a month.   Over the Labor Day Holiday weekend, I made this Banana Nut Cake.  








The cake was suppose to last us four days.  It lasted only one and a half days.  I had to get a picture quick, when I saw there was nothing left but this small piece.   When I decided to make it, I did not think it would be anything special.









However, I was wrong.  I don't know if it was because we do not eat cakes, cookies and pies much, or if it was indeed good.  But it did not last.  So that tells me, I will be making this again.   

Here is the recipe I used:

2 1/3 C fresh ground organic soft white wheat flour
1 2/3 C. Sucanut- organic (sugar)
3 bananas- organic (mashed)
2/3 C. walnuts- organic (broken in med. size pieces by hand)
1/3 C. Olive oil, organic, first cold press
2/3 C. buttermilk (I made mine from organic non-dairy milk and organic vinegar)
3 eggs from our hens
1 1/4 tsp. baking powder (aluminum free)
1 1/4 tsp. baking soda
1 tsp. salt (I used Redmond Salt)

Beat all ingredients together (I mixed it all by hand, but you can use an electric mixer).
Pour into greased pan (I used 9X13X2 Pyrex).
Bake at 350 degrees for 40-50 min. depending on your oven.  (test with toothpick)
Cool, then frost with Vanilla Frosting, if you desire.  (we ate it without frosting, as you can see).
Serves 15, or 2 pigs like us. (grin)




Enjoy!


Tomorrow, (Saturday), we are attending a small local fiber festival.  As always, I'm looking forward to seeing wool, wool, and yes, more wool. There will be various sheep and even alpaca's!  The breeder I purchased my sheep from, wanted me to bring my spinning wheel and spin with others.  It was the plan, but my wool never got fully carded enough to take.   




~Clover, my boss ewe~
~She's super sweet~
~She's ready to be sheared Again!~




Until next time,

Look for the blessings in your day!

Kris

  

Wednesday

He left us this morning in my hubby's arms...










It's always hard to loose a member of the family...




He worried...
He watch over...
He helped in his way...
He always wanted to be outside with us...
He was extremely sensitive...
He was full of love...
He was forgiving...
He was a real sweetie...









He gave his whole heart until the end...

and fought to live,
even when we said... 'Go, We will be OK'...



We will miss him terribly...

'Riley'
March, 28, 2000 - August 24, 2011





Thursday

It's been way too long!  Being on line has had to take a back seat to my daily life.  As of late my days blur together.  I can no longer keep track of what I did just yesterday.  It doesn't matter.  I keep my focus forward, marching upward.

Here are a few pic's to share of the 'happenings' since I last posted. 


~A late in the day, unplanned, quick hike, at the end of May, 2011.~
~ A favorite spot of mine! ~
~1880's local homestead cabin~










~Looking through our east living room window in early June, 2011.~











~Lily-12 yo (left)  Riley- 11 yo (right)~
~Pembroke Welsh Corgi's~

~This year, they started showing their old age.~
~They have always been high energy dogs.~
~Much more laying around, slower and stiffer to stand up and move.~
~My heart drops when I see them feeling so old.~









~Our Barley crop~
~July, 2011~










~May, 2011~
~Trip to Montana~
~Seeking Land~
~Rain, cold, lots of flooding~
~Photo taken through windshield~
~Montana Barn, I-90~









~Romney Natural Color Wool~
~LOVE the color!~

~Awaiting picking, then into the carder.~
~My continuous project this summer.~









~4th of July Pass~
~I-90 Idaho~
~One day hope to stop here.~
~July, 2011~
~Photo taken through windshield~







~CVM Sheep~
~American Romeldale~
~Reflection Farm~

~Black Sheep Gathering,~
~Eugene Oregon~
~June 2011~

~Hoping to add to my flock~
~Their wool is wonderfully soft to the skin!~









~Montana Homestead~
~I-90~
~July, 2011~








~Natural Color Romney Wool from my girls~
~Sorting the colors of wool-- within part of one fleece~
~Piles of dark gray, then lighter gray~

~My continued summer project~










~Antique Swap Meet~
~ Finds cost $6~
~FUN!~
~Brooks, OR~
~June, 2011~










~Montana, North I-15~
~Landscape~
~Photo taken through windshield~
~Seeking land~
~July, 2011~








~Waiving 'Hello' to all~
~Idaho friends, as we pass through.~
~Snow and rain mixed weather~

~May, 2011~
~Photo taken through windshield~










~Montana Barn~
~Gold Creek~

~Seeking Land~
~May, 2011~









~Lolo National Forest~
~I-90- Montana~
~May, 2011~








~Trying to get more time on the wheel,~
~when I'm not exhausted in the evenings.~
~20 minute minimum time commitment, usually lasting into 45 minutes.~

~Wool Types~
  ~From left: Silver Gray, Natural Color Romney (one of my girls) blended with Alpaca.~
~White: Romney-Targee cross (local purchase)~
~Black: Alpaca (local purchase)~
~Light Gray: Natural Color Romney (mine) blended with the purchased Romney-Targee~
~Getting the feel of each!~





I realize I have not included any photo's of the current state of our growing plots.  It's not done intentionally, just can't find them very quick in the 368 photo's I have taken since my last blog post.  Yikes!   I've got to get a handle on all of this, before things get too far out of control.  The veggies are doing good, except the corn, again.  Weather is just too cool and cloudy still.  Our highs are averaging 68 degrees.   We could sure use some warm weather.  Can you folks in the mid-west send some my way?

Until next time,

Blessings,
Kris

For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the powers, against the world forces of this darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places. Ephesians 6:12  nasb